I have a beautiful multicolored bruise on the back of my arm from where Bryan practically raped me last night. Wonderfuckingful. He was kneeling on my neck and so now my entire jaw and neck are sore as all hell.
And lucky me, I got my lip split open.
Apparently this qualifies as abuse, not that things will change much since I'm still on probation, and mdiebitchum is threatening to sic Interpol on my boyfriend.
Je deteste ma vie.
The only thing getting me through this is Nick. But now I'm wracked with this sense of paranoia that he's going to give up on me.
I couldn't survive that. I'm barely hanging on as it is.
March 29 2006, 00:06:29 UTC 6 years ago
*hugs*
March 29 2006, 02:10:27 UTC 6 years ago